C City is my hometown. The winter in C City is rainy and cold, which gave birth to me, a sentimental and accomplished loser. Another city C witnessed the shattering of my soul and the depravity of my body. Youth, suicide note, pity Yong Xucai, sister, pretending to be decadent, spiritual father, love. I scribbled down a few key words, and my dark, short life at the moment cannot condense a deeper color. Inspired by Qiu Miaojin's "Montmartre Suicide Note", the raging passion in my body should have an outlet.
Intent: One person's love history, one person's war, and an attempt at women's personal writing