I think she may be a minor episode in my life of more than 20 years, but it makes my heartstrings ripple like ripples, which won't go away for a long time. It feels like something is gradually going off the rails and out of my control. How can I love you even though we are separated from each other? I wish I could be a god and protect you all your life.
Intention: It's just secular, why should you and I be rigid?