This is a memoir-style novel that tells the story of the bumpy and legendary life of a female writer named Monica. The novel begins with Monica's death, focusing on the suicide note she had just completed before her death. This thick suicide note, which she calls herself a "love memoir," records her story from her first love when she was thirteen to her last lover before her death. In chronological order, the novel takes dozens of Monica's love stories as a thread, connects them with the turbulent social background, and records Monica's wandering life. The story not only reflects the changes in a woman's view of love with the twists and turns of life, but also reflects the gradual changes in people's attitudes towards the twists and turns of life through the lens of love. Fantasy, frustration, panic, resentment, then numbness, adaptation, degradation, addiction, until the final enlightenment and return to the true nature. Some people say that Monica's suicide note is just a flamboyant show off; others say that Monica reveals the complex and hypocritical face of life through love. In any case, this is just a purely ideological novel written by the author. Regarding Monica's suicide note "dedicated to those who loved me and those I loved", the author allows and encourages those who read it to have different opinions and wisdom.
"Monica's Suicide Note" was written in the dead of night. I would like to dedicate this book to people who are sinking in love or confused by love.