I heard that everyone's youth grows up in pain and stumbles, but there are always a small number of people who are different from most people. Because they are numbed by the pain and suffocated by the pain, but they cannot express their pain calmly, which seems to be light and gentle, but in fact, it goes deep into the bone marrow and burns into the soul.
Lu Li didn't understand this at first, because at that time Lu Li was smooth sailing and had dreams. She could still feel the good and bad, black and white, good and evil in the world, and she could also feel pain.
Later Lu Li did not understand this passage. After experiencing the unreasonable "bad", "black" and "evil" from "righteous" people, Lu Li was like a frog boiled in warm water, numb, desolate, and even completely lost the ability to feel pain. So she began to look forward to being redeemed.
Lu Li's youth was not as romantic as in idol dramas and movies, so later Lu Li could not find the "original Lu Li" and was not lucky enough to be redeemed.
Therefore, the girl in the abyss struggled to be redeemed in vain, trying her best to open up the thorns, and slowly, slowly, and cautiously grew towards the light. Although there was no applause in this process, fortunately, the pain was slowly returning.
Intention: Self-salvation and growth again