It took me nineteen years to crawl out of the darkness, but it sucked me back in again like a magnet.
I think it must be because of the iron in the blood that the attraction is so strong.
Sometimes I want to be like that sunflower, but I can't do it.
My flower branches are broken, the petals are trampled into the yellow mud, the leaves are broken, and there is no way to face the light again no matter what.
………………
Intention: "No one is born contrary to the light."