Have you ever been forgotten?
"On a cold and windy winter day, he rode a shared bicycle for three hours from the east of the city to the west of the city and bought me a Luji handmade cake. He said that couples who eat cakes from this store will be happy for the rest of their lives."
"For the next three years, every time it was my birthday, he would buy Lu Ji's cake."
"In the winter of the fourth year, he disappeared. I searched for him for a long time. When I finally found him, he got out of the Maybach in a suit and tie. When he saw me stopping in front of him, his eyes only stopped for a moment, and then he asked, 'Who are you?'"
"In the next six months, I tried every means to get close to him and wanted to tell him about our past, but he only thought I was sick. In the winter of the fifth year, he took the initiative to ask me out. I thought he remembered me, but it turned out that he just told me that he had someone he was ready to get engaged to."
"I finally understood that the boy who was willing to travel half a city to buy me a cake would never come back."
"He forgot about me."
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Zhao Muyang once lost a memory. At first, he thought it was just an unimportant past, and he could just forget about it.
But he didn't expect that in the next few decades, he would be trapped in that memory that he could never recall, and torture himself again and again.
"An'an, I am your husband. The Zhao Muyang of the past is no longer here. Please look at me."
"Please, give me your love for him..."
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It was Yin Anran's birthday again. Zhao Muyang braved the heavy snow to buy Lu Ji's cake and returned home with full expectations.
What he saw was An Ran holding the divorce agreement.
"Zhao Muyang, get a divorce."
Zhao Muyang's hands were shaking, but he still handed the cake to the other party and said calmly that he had waited in line for a long time to buy it, but An Ran calmly handed over the agreement.
"Don't force it, you are not him, just sign it."
This short sentence made Zhao Muyang go crazy.
"I don't want a divorce!" He threw the cake, tore up the agreement, and roared with red eyes, "I am him, we are obviously the same person, why do you only love him?!"
I just lost a memory. Why don't you even want to look at me? ?
Tears suddenly fell from Zhao Muyang's eyes.
Reading guide:
1. The male protagonist has lost his memory and will never remember what happened with the female protagonist.
2. Literature about male abuse and self-cutting of legs. Male abuse is limited to the author's definition - that is, the male protagonist often goes crazy because he wants the female protagonist's love but cannot get it.
3. It starts with abuse at the beginning, but I haven't decided yet whether it will end "be" or "he". From the perspective of the heroine who doesn't love the male protagonist after losing her memory, there is a high probability that it will be "be".
4. If you can't accept this setting, don't read it, because the male protagonist can't get what he wants emotionally, but in essence this is still a violent novel. If you feel that emotional abuse does not count as male abuse, don't force yourself.
Purpose: Love and freedom are both important