It's not a bad idea to live numbly like this. The Liang family doesn't have any superfluous hopes for the future. Although it's not happy, at least it's not painful. An unplanned and quiet indulgence should have left no trace like a gust of wind blowing by, but Liang Jiatong could not deny it. The dam that he thought was impregnable quickly collapsed after meeting Qi Xiaoxin. In panic, he tried his best to swim back to the familiar shore, but in his heart he was vaguely looking forward to the crazy consequences that another choice might bring. Since you are no match for that person's fatal attraction, then give in. Maybe after letting the tide of desire swallow you up, you can go to an unexpected place.
Concept: Schopenhauer said that behind desire is anxiety. Many people are driven by desires throughout their lives. If their desires are not satisfied, they struggle and suffer. Once their desires are satisfied, they immediately feel bored and empty. Although we strive for money, beauty and power, we are not pursuing them themselves, but to win enough weight on the scale of being loved. A person who is not sure whether he is worthy of being loved, a person who believes that love is conditional, naturally believes that only by becoming richer, more beautiful, or more successful can he be worthy of the love of others. As punishment for betraying his true nature, he will be trapped in Sisyphus-like hopeless and futile labor and slowly be consumed. Only unconditional love can help him free himself from the endless pursuit and calm his anxiety. Only by accepting the true self, listening to the voice of the inner world, and no longer living in the judgment of others can we have enough freedom to pursue the happiness we want.