"Every time I thought about how to die, but every time I thought that I was not clean, I must die cleanly and decently. I opened my wrists again and again and watched the red liquid flowing out desperately. I thought I was going to die soon. It was so good! At that moment I laughed, laughed and cried again. I don't know why I couldn't control myself at all, as if I was possessed."
"After that incident, whenever I wore a skirt, my mother would tell me that I was trying to seduce someone. If I was too slow to comb my hair, my mother would also say that I was trying to seduce someone by dressing up like this. But it's not my fault that I like beautiful skirts. I still wear skirts because it's not my fault. Until that incident, I didn't know that I was wrong and I shouldn't have worn a skirt..."
Song Beibei
Intention: To everyone who is healing on his own