I always thought that I could overcome all difficulties with him. At that time, I felt that we could be tolerated.
Many people on the Internet say that homosexuality is not a disease and that love is gender-neutral. I am very happy and feel a sense of satisfaction in being recognized. I put my and his red student ID cards together for a photo, and I secretly turned the school badge into a heart. I even thought we could be upright.
But the reality is contempt, rejection, screaming and disgust. At the beginning we were not afraid of anything, we could hold hands, hug, kiss, we could do it. But later, as time passed, I couldn't stand it anymore. At that time, I couldn't sleep all night long, and the pillow had never been dry. I was even afraid of the eyes of others. I seemed to be really ashamed, and I didn't dare to see people anymore. I'm tired.
I accidentally looked through his cell phone and realized that he was in more pain and helplessness than me. Excessive sadness and vulnerability drove him insane. As soon as he got home, he started to hug me hard and cling to me, refusing to leave for a moment. But when he opened the door, I was like a hot potato. He would feel pain and stay away from me, and I would feel pain too. We live the same life as before. We seem to be fine, but we seem to be sick.
Concept: Homosexuality is actually very difficult in reality. Chu Chu and Ning Xiao have suffered a lot for love, but as long as they are together, they can enjoy it. From the age of eighteen to lifelong companionship, do you also have such a candidate in your heart?