I don't know what to do
i don't know who i am
I'm like a zombie
I always worry about gains and losses
I once had a comfortable home, a lovely stepdad, a beautiful mother, and a beautiful younger brother. However, there was nothing left that day. After going bankrupt, my father committed suicide and my mother went crazy. All my protection was gone. I took off all my clothes in the snow and was alone. It was bitingly cold, but I couldn't back down. My brother had to be protected by me!
I am no longer a doll in the greenhouse.
I put myself in the darkest corner
My hand doesn't just hold a pen
My life is in other people's hands
When I have nothing left to lose
The story begins...