"I know what you are going to say. I feel guilty." Mom gradually looked a little disappointed.
"It's okay, I'm not blaming you. Guilt is a useless emotion. Also, when I was in college, I confessed that I had a short relationship with a man in military uniform, and he broke up with me on my birthday."
"This person is too much." Mom judged.
"It's not too much. He knows that I'm not in love with him. I like the feeling of black and white. I believe that people in the sun are sunny. I believe that people who have been in the darkness will never be able to catch up with the real warmth. When the boundaries are clear, I want something brighter. However, I am too superficial, just about the military uniform."
"I'm a little worried about you." Mom leaned forward.
"Nothing."
"I won't force you, Xia Li." Mom held her hand.
"You're talking nonsense again. You know I don't believe you, Mom."
Xia Li held up the cup and stopped looking at her mother's expression.
Intention: That's all in the past, isn't it?