[Please give me advance notice of the follow-up article "Return from Exile to Become a Queen"]
It was snowing heavily in the cold winter in the capital, and Liu Shaoguang, who was seriously ill, could not wait for Xu Ziyuan for a long time, and finally realized that there was a bad relationship between her and Xu Ziyuan. He hates her for being scheming, and she blames him for being cold and callous. After all, she was the one who forced it.
Liu Shaoguang, who had achieved great enlightenment, smiled miserably, took his last breath to write the book of separation, and passed away suddenly. The red plum blossoms on the six words "Death and life will never meet again" in Heli's book bloomed brightly, seeming to have condensed Liu Shaoguang's life's blood and tears.
After rebirth, Liu Shaoguang is no longer obsessed with Xu Ziyuan and looks down on love.
The moon-cold prince of the Hou family and the bright and cunning merchant girl would never have crossed paths without Liu Shaoguang's every step of the way.
Unexpectedly, the bad fate is hard to break, she took it lightly, but Xu Ziyuan became the crazy and persistent one.
In the end, Liu Shaoguang put on her wedding dress and married into the Yongning Hou Mansion.
On their wedding night, Liu Shaoguang was dressed in a phoenix crown and rosy robe, shining brightly, but her bright face was frosty, and her eyes no longer had the familiar affection of Xu Ziyuan, but instead were full of disgust.
Xu Ziyuan's face was tragic, and his eyes were full of painful regret and lingering love. He slowly buried his face in Liu Shaoguang's hands, and said in a hoarse voice: "Ah Shao, I know you hate me and don't want to have anything to do with me anymore, but Ah Shao, you were the one who provoked me first in your previous life. It was you who made me move. You know the taste of love, so how can you bear to never see me again?"
Please give advance notice to the follow-up article "Return from Exile to Become a Queen"
Zhong Yaoyao traveled through time and became the prime minister's granddaughter—unfortunately, she was an abandoned son of the family.
There was also the husband of the emperor's grandson - unfortunately he had been deposed and was exiled to Lizhou.
Zhong Yaoyao happened to cross the road of exile.
Zhong Yaoyao: ... Heaven is going to kill me!
It was death anyway, so Zhong Yaoyao smashed the jar, kicked Ji Yue's carriage away, and violently dragged the person out: Isn't it just exile? You stand up for me!
Later, looking at the queen's phoenix crown that Ji Yue brought to him,
Zhong Yaoyao was a little confused: Just... Did I accidentally overdo it?
Purpose: Love others first, love yourself first
Reader comments
After reading it, I can still read it so-so. The writing is not very good and the modern tone is too strong. It seems like I am reading cell phone literature instead of a novel.
After reading this novel, I think I would describe it in this sentence: a true redemption about "letting go" and "turning back".
On the day I finished chasing "Rebirth of the Grudge", there happened to be some fine snow falling outside the window, which inexplicably coincided with the cold winter in the capital when Liu Shaoguang was dying in his previous life in the book. I closed the book and was stunned for a while. It didn't feel like I had read a lot of powerful ancient sayings, but it felt like I was watching a very real emotional tug-of-war - from "I have to have you" to "I'll live my life well first" to "Why are you chasing after me again?", Every step poked holes in the twists and turns that ordinary people make when falling in love.
What resonates most with me is not the feeling of relief after rebirth, but the "enlightenment" Liu Shaoguang had before he died in his previous life. The book says that she waited for Xu Ziyuan when she was seriously ill, and could not wait for anyone in the snowy weather. Finally, she picked up a pen to write and left the book. The six words "Death and life will never meet again" were stained with blood, like red plums. When I read this scene, my nose felt sore, it was too similar to those moments in reality when you give your heart and soul but are treated coldly - you think that as long as you persist a little longer, as long as you are more sensible, the other person will always see your goodness. However, you only find out at the end that if you give your heart to someone who doesn't love you, he will only feel heavy. Liu Shaoguang was like this in her previous life. She was planning how to marry into the Xu family, how to please Xu Ziyuan, and even wronged herself for him, but what about Xu Ziyuan? He just felt that she was "deeply scheming" and was as cold as ice to her. This gap of "I treat you as the whole world, and you treat me as trouble" may seem exaggerated to those who have not experienced it, but those who have experienced it will understand immediately. It is not hypocrisy, but a desire to give up after countless disappointments.
After rebirth, Liu Shaoguang changed. It was not a change that suddenly opened a golden finger, but a change that "figured it out." She no longer stared at Xu Ziyuan, no longer thought about how to interact with him, but began to live her own life - going to banquets, watching poetry clubs and polo, and no longer tied her emotions to another person. I particularly like the way the book describes her state when facing Xu Ziyuan. In the past, she was cautious and courteous, but later she became cold and distant, and would even avoid him directly. I remember one episode very clearly. Xu Ziyuan came to her later and wanted to talk to her, but she just nodded politely, turned around and left without any hesitation. Only then did I realize that the meaning of "rebirth" is really not revenge, but "stop loss" - I have already suffered losses in my previous life, and I can no longer waste time on people who don't love me in this life. This kind of transformation is very down-to-earth. Unlike other rebirth novels where the heroine cheats and abuses her as soon as she comes back, Liu Shaoguang's "coolness" is the change of mentality from "care" to "don't care". It is the "let go of yourself" that ordinary people can understand.
The best thing about Xu Ziyuan's character is his "hindsight", which is not suspended at all. His indifference to Liu Shaoguang in his previous life was not inherently bad, but a result of "habitual" neglect - he felt that Liu Shaoguang was brought to his door by himself, and that her kindness was deserved, so he couldn't see her grievances and didn't care about her waiting. It wasn't until Liu Shaoguang died and Liu Shaoguang really ignored him after his rebirth that he started to panic and go crazy. The book says that he would secretly follow Liu Shaoguang later on, would become jealous because she said one more word to other young masters, and would even lower his dignity to beg her. This kind of drama of "you only learn to cherish after you lose it" is cliché, but it is written very realistically. Aren't there many such people in reality? You don't know how painful it is when the other person is around. When the other person is really gone, you remember how good the other person is. But by this time, it's often too late to regret. Xu Ziyuan was luckier than people in reality. He caught up with Liu Shaoguang's rebirth, but his pain was not less. In the past, Liu Shaoguang begged him to take a look at him, and now he begged Liu Shaoguang not to push him away. This exchange of identities made the word "treasure" particularly heartbreaking.
Many people may think that Liu Shaoguang still married Xu Ziyuan in the end, which is a bit cliché of "reunion after breaking the mirror", but I think this is the most realistic ending. It's not that Liu Shaoguang has returned to the state of her previous life because of Xu Ziyuan's pursuit, but that she has understood herself - she is no longer the girl who needs to rely on Xu Ziyuan to prove her worth. Marrying her or not will not affect her living a good life. And Xu Ziyuan didn't look back on a whim, he really changed, from being "cold and unfeeling" to "carefully cherishing". The last chapter of the book says, "The haze has cleared, and tomorrow will be a good day." There are no vigorous vows, only a calm sense of solidity, as if the two people finally understood that a good relationship is not about who begs the other, nor about who plots against the other. It is about you loving yourself well, and I loving you well, and then the two of them walk side by side.
After reading the whole book, the most touching thing is not the sweetness in love, but the principle of "love your neighbor first, love yourself". The tragedy of Liu Shaoguang's previous life was that she regarded "loving Xu Ziyuan" as everything in her life, forgetting that she also needed to be loved and respected. After her rebirth, she first became her own light, and then she attracted Xu Ziyuan, who truly knew how to cherish her. It sounds simple to say this, but too many people are like Liu Shaoguang in his previous life, diving into it and forgetting about themselves. This book is like a mirror that reflects our frustration and unwillingness in relationships. It also tells us: Love yourself first, then good love will knock on the door.
If there is any regret, it may be that the extra chapter was updated too early and I did not see more details about the daily life of the two after their marriage, but this does not affect it from becoming an impressive book. It has no gorgeous words or complex tactics. It just tells the story of a girl who fell down in her relationship, stood up again, and finally found her own happiness. But such a simple story is more poignant than many ups and downs novels, because it is about no one else but the "love and growth" that each of us may experience. [Spread flowers][sprinkle flowers][sprinkle flowers]
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I Became the Queen After Tearing Apart the Scumbag with My Hands
After reading it, I can still read it so-so. The writing is not very good and the modern tone is too strong. It seems like I am reading cell phone literature instead of a novel.
After reading this novel, I think I would describe it in this sentence: a true redemption about "letting go" and "turning back". On the day I finished chasing "Rebirth of the Grudge", there happened to be some fine snow falling outside the window, which inexplicably coincided with the cold winter in the capital when Liu Shaoguang was dying in his previous life in the book. I closed the book and was stunned for a while. It didn't feel like I had read a lot of powerful ancient sayings, but it felt like I was watching a very real emotional tug-of-war - from "I have to have you" to "I'll live my life well first" to "Why are you chasing after me again?", Every step poked holes in the twists and turns that ordinary people make when falling in love. What resonates most with me is not the feeling of relief after rebirth, but the "enlightenment" Liu Shaoguang had before he died in his previous life. The book says that she waited for Xu Ziyuan when she was seriously ill, and could not wait for anyone in the snowy weather. Finally, she picked up a pen to write and left the book. The six words "Death and life will never meet again" were stained with blood, like red plums. When I read this scene, my nose felt sore, it was too similar to those moments in reality when you give your heart and soul but are treated coldly - you think that as long as you persist a little longer, as long as you are more sensible, the other person will always see your goodness. However, you only find out at the end that if you give your heart to someone who doesn't love you, he will only feel heavy. Liu Shaoguang was like this in her previous life. She was planning how to marry into the Xu family, how to please Xu Ziyuan, and even wronged herself for him, but what about Xu Ziyuan? He just felt that she was "deeply scheming" and was as cold as ice to her. This gap of "I treat you as the whole world, and you treat me as trouble" may seem exaggerated to those who have not experienced it, but those who have experienced it will understand immediately. It is not hypocrisy, but a desire to give up after countless disappointments. After rebirth, Liu Shaoguang changed. It was not a change that suddenly opened a golden finger, but a change that "figured it out." She no longer stared at Xu Ziyuan, no longer thought about how to interact with him, but began to live her own life - going to banquets, watching poetry clubs and polo, and no longer tied her emotions to another person. I particularly like the way the book describes her state when facing Xu Ziyuan. In the past, she was cautious and courteous, but later she became cold and distant, and would even avoid him directly. I remember one episode very clearly. Xu Ziyuan came to her later and wanted to talk to her, but she just nodded politely, turned around and left without any hesitation. Only then did I realize that the meaning of "rebirth" is really not revenge, but "stop loss" - I have already suffered losses in my previous life, and I can no longer waste time on people who don't love me in this life. This kind of transformation is very down-to-earth. Unlike other rebirth novels where the heroine cheats and abuses her as soon as she comes back, Liu Shaoguang's "coolness" is the change of mentality from "care" to "don't care". It is the "let go of yourself" that ordinary people can understand. The best thing about Xu Ziyuan's character is his "hindsight", which is not suspended at all. His indifference to Liu Shaoguang in his previous life was not inherently bad, but a result of "habitual" neglect - he felt that Liu Shaoguang was brought to his door by himself, and that her kindness was deserved, so he couldn't see her grievances and didn't care about her waiting. It wasn't until Liu Shaoguang died and Liu Shaoguang really ignored him after his rebirth that he started to panic and go crazy. The book says that he would secretly follow Liu Shaoguang later on, would become jealous because she said one more word to other young masters, and would even lower his dignity to beg her. This kind of drama of "you only learn to cherish after you lose it" is cliché, but it is written very realistically. Aren't there many such people in reality? You don't know how painful it is when the other person is around. When the other person is really gone, you remember how good the other person is. But by this time, it's often too late to regret. Xu Ziyuan was luckier than people in reality. He caught up with Liu Shaoguang's rebirth, but his pain was not less. In the past, Liu Shaoguang begged him to take a look at him, and now he begged Liu Shaoguang not to push him away. This exchange of identities made the word "treasure" particularly heartbreaking. Many people may think that Liu Shaoguang still married Xu Ziyuan in the end, which is a bit cliché of "reunion after breaking the mirror", but I think this is the most realistic ending. It's not that Liu Shaoguang has returned to the state of her previous life because of Xu Ziyuan's pursuit, but that she has understood herself - she is no longer the girl who needs to rely on Xu Ziyuan to prove her worth. Marrying her or not will not affect her living a good life. And Xu Ziyuan didn't look back on a whim, he really changed, from being "cold and unfeeling" to "carefully cherishing". The last chapter of the book says, "The haze has cleared, and tomorrow will be a good day." There are no vigorous vows, only a calm sense of solidity, as if the two people finally understood that a good relationship is not about who begs the other, nor about who plots against the other. It is about you loving yourself well, and I loving you well, and then the two of them walk side by side. After reading the whole book, the most touching thing is not the sweetness in love, but the principle of "love your neighbor first, love yourself". The tragedy of Liu Shaoguang's previous life was that she regarded "loving Xu Ziyuan" as everything in her life, forgetting that she also needed to be loved and respected. After her rebirth, she first became her own light, and then she attracted Xu Ziyuan, who truly knew how to cherish her. It sounds simple to say this, but too many people are like Liu Shaoguang in his previous life, diving into it and forgetting about themselves. This book is like a mirror that reflects our frustration and unwillingness in relationships. It also tells us: Love yourself first, then good love will knock on the door. If there is any regret, it may be that the extra chapter was updated too early and I did not see more details about the daily life of the two after their marriage, but this does not affect it from becoming an impressive book. It has no gorgeous words or complex tactics. It just tells the story of a girl who fell down in her relationship, stood up again, and finally found her own happiness. But such a simple story is more poignant than many ups and downs novels, because it is about no one else but the "love and growth" that each of us may experience. [Spread flowers][sprinkle flowers][sprinkle flowers]