She knows that she is ugly, and she also knows that it is entirely her fault that she is ugly, but she is not the one who forced the marriage. How can you blame her for what happened to her parents? It doesn't matter if she doesn't like herself, but she still makes things difficult for her at every turn. It's hard to be a human being, it's hard to be a woman, and it's even harder to be an ugly woman...
He didn't know that he had been unlucky for eight lifetimes before he met that ugly girl. It didn't matter that she was ugly and had such a weird personality. But as we got along slowly, why did he feel strange about her? When he finally knew that feeling was called liking, she was critically ill and about to die...