"The weather is getting colder and colder, and people are already wearing masks on the road one after another.
I met Route 20 just after get off work. I looked up and saw a beautiful sky, so I chose to take pictures, and then I missed the earliest bus home. Then while waiting for the bus, I saw the No. 6 Bus that had passed the stop. Two little girls rushed over carrying their small schoolbags and boxes. I think it's because I can't catch up and it won't stop. If it were me, I probably wouldn't chase it. But the bus ran into a red light and stopped at a zebra crossing far away from the station. I suddenly thought, should I still chase something that I can't catch?
The older I get, the more I feel I won't fight for many things. He obviously wanted to transfer to the Criminal Investigation Brigade, but he gave up his spot to someone else.
I obviously wanted to eat hot pot, but because my colleagues were unwilling, I ended up eating at a Hunan restaurant.
I also want to do things that others want to do but can't say. I can also do it and I want to show it.
Gradually, I became more comfortable with such things. I fought for them, even though they were very low-key. If you are rejected, you will not dare to come again, just like I may still like you very much and cannot like others, but I will never dare to say it again.
Expressing love will be pushed further and further away, Jiang Hui. "
——Excerpted from Jiang Manman's diary
Intention: Some things must disappear to prove their value