My Whole Teacher Is Wearing It?

My name is Xie Guan. I am a Sasu disciple who has no father and no mother. He is bullied by his brothers and struggles to survive in the sect. Suddenly one day, for some reason, the way my brothers and sisters looked at me changed. The senior brother who always bullied me and asked me to do dirty work rubbed his hands and asked me if I was tired today. The little junior sister who had always looked down on me and scolded me that I could only spend my whole life spoiling my life suddenly called me senior brother in a flashy way and even took the initiative to help me make my bed. Even the master who always turned a blind eye to the disciples in the sect, Ling Shuang Aoxue, like the bright moon, actually looked at me with an indescribable look when he passed by me. It wasn't until my junior brother who was hugging my thigh was forced to die that he told me that I turned out to be the beautiful, strong and miserable protagonist in a book. You can't tell it now, but after I turned black and rebelled against the teacher, I would encounter a series of opportunities such as immortals from the world, infinite elixirs, lost secret treasures, etc. Then I would come back and trample the entire teacher under my feet. I would do things that were worse than animals, such as killing people, poaching people, slaughtering teachers, humiliating the master, etc. After hearing this and thinking of the look Master gave me today, I was so ashamed that I wished I could dig a hole and bury myself right now. I am such an animal. How could the cold moonlight like Master be contaminated by mud like me? I really am not worthy enough to even carry Master's shoes. But I don't know why, the more I think about it, the more I feel about it, and my feelings towards Master have changed from admiration and fear at the beginning to some strange little thoughts, and I am increasingly unable to control them... ·Non-first-person perspective Purpose: It is everyone's responsibility to protect our little junior brother