The full text is in the form of a pseudo-diary, describing the past between me and Mr. Jiang.
Purpose: Many years later, I realized that not recognizing your sexual orientation was not because of your own cowardice, but because the person worthy of your recognition has not yet appeared. They all update based on my mood. Maybe one day when I am in a good mood, I will suddenly update? I write mine and you read yours. If you don't like it, don't read it. I won't accept any opinions. I don't rely on Jinjiang for a living. My main job is as a psychological counselor/psychiatrist, so updates are slow. I am selectively blind, and readers are welcome to urge me for updates.