Lear has a crush on Ji Xiu, but not all crushes are just right. Secret love is always sweet and bitter, with emotions rising and falling. Looking for a little comfort in every little detail. I have been accompanying you in a position that is neither near nor far from you until you can see me, but in this position I watch people coming and going around you getting close to you. I feel bitter, but I have no position to tell you; and because of my position, I am so humble, and because of your detailed care, it is doubly sweet, allowing me to persist until you look back and see me not far away. (This is the first book I have written. I know it is not good, but I want to finish it after I have written it)
Concept: Secret love, bitterness, from school to adulthood