Write to "him"
In middle school, we all had an unspoken understanding of calling the people we liked "ta".
How lovely is the third person. There is no stiffness in calling someone by their full name or shyness in calling someone by their nickname.
On July 4, 2019, I officially recorded every bit of everything about me and that "him", mixed with a little bit of reality and a lot of fantasy. If it is true that "the happy ending in the eyes of the audience may not be what the people in the play are willing to endure," then being with him in real life is indeed not the happy ending in my eyes. Because the real him is always on a different track from the "him" in my fantasy.
So I wanted to write a novel, and maybe set myself a goal that was not so difficult to accomplish: write down the story of my fantasy and "him".
This is the charm of writing and words. When the author is yourself, you can tell stories one after another and escape from another time and space to find the lost memories of youth.
So we call it fiction, fiction, fiction, fabrication, lie.
Fraud.
Concept: A thrilling secret love conceived by a professional unrequited girl