I am confused. When I was with Lord Orochimaru, my wish was to help Lord Orochimaru achieve his dream. But after Lord Orochimaru and Lord Jiraiya got together, Lord Orochimaru's dream changed.
I don't know if I still have value or if there is any meaning in living. Everyone has something they want to protect. In the end, the damned are all dead. The living must continue to survive. But I am still confused. What is the purpose of living?
Therefore, I don't resent coming to this world after death. On the contrary, I am grateful that I can find sustenance again. This time, I want to find something that I actively want to protect, and I want to live for myself again.
This time, I want to find my own happiness.