They, my brother and sister, still got married. I decided to move away from home, just like four years ago, but this time it was a clean break. From beginning to end, it was just a prosperous and gorgeous dream. I walked alone through the flying cherry blossoms and colorful fallen flowers. I deceived myself and said that there was a person like me, waiting for me from afar, willing to call me "Yingying" at any time and hold my hand. But now that I woke up from the dream, I was still alone, just like in the beginning...
I have also met men who are willing to stop for me. I said to them, "In this life, I may meet other people, maybe get married, have children, and live the life that an ordinary person should have. But as for love, please forgive me. I made all bets a long time ago, and I lost completely. From then on, I will never love again in my life."
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