How could he, Murong Chong, endure the hatred of destroying his country and the humiliation of being favored by a man? The seeds of revenge were buried in his heart and took root. So what if he was nice to him? He never felt that he was wrong. The only thing wrong was that he actually loved him.
He, Fu Jian, was willing to become a subordinate for Murong Chong and not kill his Murong family members. He had a kind heart. He had nothing wrong at all. He just loved the wrong person, whom he shouldn't have loved, and was raising a tiger to cause trouble. That's all.
Intention: The love between children in ancient times was just wishful thinking