Everyone has experienced an unforgettable period of darkness since childhood, whether it was grievance, sadness, grief, anger, or depression...
But put aside these and think carefully about the fact that you have had a lot of unforgettable warmth in your life. It may have always been with you, or it may have stayed for a short time. It is more likely to be late or leave early. It is undeniable that it will become the most dazzling existence in your heart. It will gradually break through the darkness from a small star to become the eternal warm and bright sun in your heart...
Snippet:
One time I came home sick and my parents were both there. That was when I was most seriously ill. My mind was empty, I couldn't open my mouth, and I couldn't speak. I really wanted everyone to understand my grievances, but with the mental and psychological confinement and the cages surrounding me, how could anyone understand...
One night I got up in the middle of the night and went to the study to look for knives. I vaguely remembered that my father had brought back a set of famous knives from Shanghai. I thought I would use it to end myself in this silent night. But when I walked to the door of the study, there was light inside. I could see the smoke inside through the crack in the door, and I could hear the faint sound of suppressed choking. When I got closer, I saw that it was my father. I felt a wave of excitement in my heart that I hadn't seen in a long time. I couldn't cause any more trouble...
Purpose: Find the motivation to move forward in a difficult life