…Last year I was diagnosed with irritable disorder. The doctor explained it and I also checked it online… It was a very scary symptom. I didn't dare to tell him because I was afraid that he would be afraid of me and even... Stay away from me. I can't imagine this kind of thing, I love him so much, I want him to stay by my side and only look at me forever. However, one night, while he was sleeping next to me, he said to me what he had always wanted to say. He said that he hates me... Hates my perverted possessiveness... Hates my violent personality... Hates me... These three words are circulating in my mind countless times. What I feared the most, what I had never dared to imagine, finally happened. So that night, I... Later, I could clearly notice that he was avoiding me, and... He would come back very late every night. Not only was he very happy every time he came back, but he also... Didn't dare to look directly into my eyes... I didn't want to doubt him, but it was already obvious, wasn't it? The next day, I followed him out, and I saw him entering a hotel... And entering a room... The man who opened the door was tall, handsome, and... Gentler than me. After he went in, I cried... I thought that the next time he saw me he would be in hell... No, he is not suitable for hell, he belongs to heaven... He should live a happy life without me... Before cutting my wrists, I smiled bitterly, and I thought of the time when I first met him... At that time, everything was beautiful...
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