Snow Tracks

As soon as a person is born, he is destined to have fetters, is destined to be unable to be free and easy, and is destined to be helpless. That's the helplessness that fate has given you, and you can't get rid of it. I hate this helplessness. But I can only give in unwillingly. Surrendered for eighteen years. When I was twelve years old, I lost my mother. She died from a drunk driver. At the age of thirteen, he married Aunt Feng, his mother's former best friend. I also brought my seven-year-old half-sister Yihong. Logically speaking, I should hate Aunt Feng, but I don't. She is a good woman, what a pity - she is worthy of my father. He's not worth it at all. At the age of fourteen, I fell in love for the first time. Three months later the boy whose name I can no longer remember died in a car accident. I didn't feel sad for him. When I was fifteen, he spent money to send me to a prestigious high school. When I was 16, I was given a serious warning because I broke two ribs in a fight. No regrets. At the age of seventeen, I failed the college entrance examination. At the age of eighteen, he insisted on sending me to the senior high school. Let him go, it's not my money.