You are the light in my dark world, my eyes, my brightness.
Like a gust of wind, he rushed into my world and filled the dark corner where I huddled with his light.
I want to break free from the cage for you, but it's a pity that the cage has cut both of us.
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Later I felt relieved. This result was caused by me and I should bear it. He made me love deeply, made me regret, and was my regret. I will not refute it. This is indeed true. But now I no longer regret it. His leaving makes me feel that we owe each other nothing. I like this ending very much.
"Maybe I'm not waiting for him to love me, or for the illness to go away, but for the day when I no longer owe him anything."
"Maybe I'm not waiting for her to love me, but waiting for the day when I can't wait any more."
Intention: I want to break free from the cage for you, but unfortunately this cage has cut both of us.