Shi Yan, born in the 1990s, pursues independence and advocates freedom, and she works hard to persevere in the North drifting alone. At the age of 27, she finally had her first love, but at the age of 27, she also experienced lovelorn. Shi Yan, who has always had a cheerful personality, finally realized the horror of lovelorn and loneliness. At the age of 27, she experienced multiple blows including first love, first breakup, and first career crisis. She often felt overwhelmed, but she came out with difficulty. Shi Yan deeply loves a passage from Xi Murong's "Written to Happiness": "When I was young, in those long sunny afternoons, I had nothing to do and nothing to fear, just because I knew that there was an eternal waiting in my life. . Frustrations will come and pass, and tears will be shed and put away. Nothing can make me discouraged, because I have a long life. "Every time she reads this, all the anxiety in her heart is swept away by the comfort of the words. Shi Yan later wrote in her diary, "Of course there is a person. Before you meet him, your free life is infinitely beautiful; after you meet him, you worry about gains and losses and have experienced joys and sorrows." Maybe everything is empty in the end, but what is not empty? There has never been a distinction between existence and emptiness. Although there is a little more blank space in life at this time, it also has a little more heaviness. How many days, or how many years later, this blank space will eventually turn into a smile in the bottom of my heart and at the corner of my mouth. There must be a day when, looking back on everything, I can say calmly - the boat has passed the Ten Thousand Mountains.
Intention: When you are twenty-seven or eighty years old, you are facing various difficulties, such as the direction of your career and the choice of your partner. It seems that the biggest weight of your life has been placed on these few years. But now you are still empty-handed, thinking about the unknown but approaching the future step by step, and you can't help but feel scared. But there are many people around me. After thirty or forty years old, they are still living well, and continue to overcome each hurdle with caution and determination. Will it be ten years later? When I think about the present days, I will forget all the loneliness and restlessness. I will only remember how I was determined and unflinchingly embarked on the career path that I wanted to pursue, and how I wore a beautiful dress to go on a date with the boy I loved. In my memory, every flower, every tree, every grass and every tree will look warm and beautiful under the sun in spring.