If the Rapper Talks About Love

In Beijing in 2020, I met a girl who was one year older than me. She thought it was the first time we met. She thought I was a very interesting younger brother and she was interested in me. Of course I accepted her friend request for the simple reason that she has a pretty hot figure. She likes to hear me call her sister. Especially in bed. I'm quite a traditional person when it comes to some things. For example, if you sleep with someone, I have to take responsibility. Like marrying her. Just with this thought, I didn't do anything that normal men and women should do in that igloo in Finland in that atmosphere. I have to give my girl time to make sure that she is not impulsive about being with me and sleeping with me. In the apartment over in Qingbei, we both slept for the first time in our lives. It happened naturally. The next morning, I wanted to mention marriage to her, but she flew to Switzerland, and she didn't know how I would spend the week waiting for her. On the day she returned to China, one of my brothers happened to confess his love to her as his best friend. I thought that girls would be easily infected by that kind of atmosphere. I mentioned the matter of marriage seriously. She refused calmly. Just give me three words, stop making trouble. In fact, I expected her not to agree, but it was definitely not just three words like that. She didn't even bother to give me a perfunctory answer. What do you mean it's not in her plan? I asked her. She didn't answer. She slammed the door and left. I smoked a cigarette and figured it out. No one needs me to be responsible, so why should I go above and beyond? But a few days later, at a dinner party, my friend asked me, if it was another girl who slept with you, why would you marry someone like that? I answered quickly and without any hesitation, she was able to get into my bed. Excerpted from Lu Bingyu's memoirs. Intention: Eventually some people will like those niche cultures