He is my childhood friend, my best friend, my deskmate, and my opposite door.
We have been playing naked together since childhood. I have known his sexual orientation since we were young, and he also knows my sexual orientation.
We also often joke about "how to fall in love if you have different genders".
Since you weren't ready to study since you were a kid, you don't have to waste so much money. However, you still have to complete nine years of compulsory education. At least you have a junior high school diploma, and you can be considered passable wherever you go.
In the eyes of our parents, we were childhood sweethearts. We went to other places together and took care of each other.
But his tragedy began when he left his hometown. Maybe he was wrong from the beginning. We were all wrong. He should not like men and should not act recklessly.
Although he is not my lover, no, it should be said that it is impossible to have that kind of relationship. But he is second only to my parents in the definition of my relatives!
But compared to him, I still seem to pale in comparison.
Maybe this is what true friends are like, cutting corners and doing whatever they can...
Concept: There is no relationship that is not riddled with holes.
