36 Years old, what kind of age is it? Watching youth leave, the chaos is swept into the middle-aged river, and the feeling of suffocation follows like a shadow. Lu Xin, a female doctor who studied abroad in France, is standing at the intersection of 36 years old in the fleeting life of her life. She is holding a diagnosis form of moderate to severe depression in her hand. In the roaring traffic of Beijing, she looks back on the past and looks up to the future. It is so dark that she cannot see the scenery. Many times the memories are hazy and I think they are all gone, but in fact they are just sorted, archived and stored. Once the switch is touched, memories are like clear glass balls, pouring out from the drawer grid given by God, making people breathless. Youth is gone and the future is coming. The Lu Xin of childhood, the Lu Xin of youth, and the middle-aged Lu Xin face each other from afar. From Lanzhou to France, from France to Beijing, it has been a bumpy road for more than thirty years. It is time to stop for a moment, take a breath and savor the aftertaste at the crossroads where youth is lost. Dreams and reality, oneself and others, love, hate and relief, intensity and calm, depression and self-reconciliation, Haruki Murakami said that people age in an instant. Facing the lost youth, when the wind blows in late summer, we say goodbye gently and welcome the coming autumn.
Concept: The international students with dreams at that time, the conflicts between reality and ideals after studying abroad for ten years, the past and the future, self and others, dreams and reality, depression and self-reconciliation. Murakami said that people grow old in an instant. Driving on the journey of constant loss in life, standing at the crossroads of middle age, watching youth go away, whether it is the protagonist Lu Xin or us, how should we wave goodbye to the evening breeze of late summer and welcome the coming autumn?