Walking on thin ice with trembling fear can be regarded as a kind of torture. This pain comes from the fear of the unknown and the feeling of weakness both physically and mentally.
For people like me, honor and favor are tied to one person's joys, sorrows, and joys. Every day, I walk on thin ice, thinking about how to avoid traps, how to please the emperor, how to put people to death, and how to make ends meet. I became numb and cold day after day. I tried to protect myself in every possible way, but in the end, I ran out of ideas. Thinking about it, everything I did was either forced by worldly affairs or motivated by greed. It was all my own choice. Everything was interconnected. If I took one less step, all the glory I had had would be beyond my reach, so I have no regrets. ————He Shen
To get to this point, I don't blame the current situation or individuals. I can't blame him. Only by being in his position can one appreciate the difficulty. But his choice is not the only one. If he had not been an official and had reached this point step by step, he would not have been dead. But people's hearts are different and cannot be forced. But his mistake is to tie all his wealth to one person, leaving no way out for himself or others. ————Ling Xiao
There is no trust between monarch and ministers, only use and betrayal————Qianlong
Staying together may not mean knowing each other. ————Feng Jiwen
If I become a party member with him, glory in this life will be just around the corner. If they were friends, I would be afraid that it would be difficult to get along with them, and I would be in constant panic all day long. ——Fu Changan
When the song ends and everyone disperses, I am indeed the person who dies at the end of the song. ————Wei Changsheng
Concept: The sorrow of the great man