My Whole Youth Has Been You

The ignorant little nerd met the person who would bind her for ten years when she was still in love. One night during the self-study class after the first monthly exam in the first year of high school, the new front desk player had a round of fun. When he returned to his seat, the bright face of the young man was full of joy, and he said excitedly: "Yang Xiaoyan, let me show you a nose-picking show." The little nerd who had been studying hard all day stopped writing when he heard this, leaned his head gently against the window and watched his performance, and then laughed out loud. This was the first time since she was a freshman in high school that she felt happy from the bottom of her heart, and she laughed so hard that her eyes went out. The young man in front of her looked at her and lost her mind. Yang Xiaoyan sat behind him and wrote his name over and over again on the scratch paper. Each stroke was engraved in her heart, but she scrupulously erased it. No one knew that it was a feeling that even she herself did not understand. During the reading and singing time on that Wednesday night, the lights in the classroom were turned off. The light from the projector screen shone on Tan Xi, and his whole body glowed slightly with a blue-white light. Yang Xiaoyan saw him tilt his head slightly, and then heard a low, restrained but clear "I love you". She was stunned. She thought it was extremely absurd, and then she was sure that she had heard it wrong. ... She realized later that she loved him miserably And the price of realizing it later is that the world will collapse. "I love you, Tan Xi, I've loved you for a long time," she murmured to herself, feeling like a knife was piercing her heart. And whenever she wanted to give up, he was always caught off guard and easily destroyed her defenses. Just like in my junior year, Tan Xi suddenly sent a message: "Good children, don't imitate other people's love affairs." She was still his good child, and she responded to him obediently: "Yeah, yeah." "All the clues are telling me that you love me, that you have loved me like that, but the fact is not the same." Yang Xiaoyan was very drunk. After a few drinks, she got high. She cried uncontrollably and burst into tears. She pulled off Tan Xi's clothes and raised her head to discuss with him with tears in her eyes: "Tan Xi, Tan Xi, as long as you give me an answer, as long as you Tell me that you didn't actually like me back then, or you didn't pay attention to me at all, or any other answer is fine, good or bad, as long as you have one answer I can be freed, please, please let me be freed." Tan Xi looked at her quietly, still not giving her an answer. Lightning protection: The main plot may not be a cool novel, it may just be a youthful past that ends without any resolution and has mixed emotions. In the youth of so many people, some are immortals and others stay where they are, but what kind of youth is not youth? The intention is: The delay of a scholar can still be explained; the delay of a woman cannot be explained.