He is greedy for life and afraid of death.
Qiao Chusheng felt that he was an extremely simple person, with no family or property. As for his little property, he didn't even bother to write a will. But for Lu Yao, he couldn't explain it in a thousand words. He couldn't explain anything, and his words were self-defeating. In the end, he could only sigh.
His Lu Yao is a free bird and should live his life proudly, instead of accompanying him in shackles and looking up at the four corners of the sky in an underground ditch. When Lu Yao walked towards him with clean and bright eyes, Qiao Chusheng knew that he was just a passerby, a small episode in Lu Yao's glorious life.
The last time: I love you, Lu Yao.
Intention: To live greedily for love