The article is written in the first person in sections, trying to combine the perspectives of three people to tell the story of an unfulfilled love.
Hae Sang commissioned me to write it before he went to Japan. He said it would be better to end in tragedy. We were still in high school at that time, so our writing skills were limited (although it is not very good now). Everyone has a prototype, some plots actually happened, and some were just to fulfill Hae Sang's dream.
Now I still envy the 17-year-old Hai Sang, who is clear about his own sexuality and his ideals. Although in the big environment, love is always hard to come by and cautious. But I used the article to help him draw an end to his first love.
BE, not to mention CP, disappeared before it even had time to develop. Gong disappeared after his confession was rejected, and Shou gradually became obsessed with searching all the way. Coupled with the two straight women adding fuel to the fire, a first love that hadn't even happened yet ended in tragedy.
Intention: Tolerate others and be kind to yourself. These two things are equally difficult, so cherish everything in the moment and feel the meaning of love.