The heroine Yang Xiaoman was born in the 1980s. She has a typical post-80s personality and is a generation that has become the backbone of contemporary society. The article starts from the perspective of the memory of the heroine Yang Xiaoman, and uses the model of her original family as a foreshadowing. It tells the story of her transformation over the past 30 years from her birth to the present, with strong family affection as the main line, implying friendship and love, from the loss of what she wanted but could not get as a child, to the subsequent loss of intuition for all preferences; from the awkwardness caused by her original family, to the fear of all changes as an adult; from focusing on the physical objects she likes, Cheerful and confident, she fell into low self-esteem after being suppressed in a deceitful workplace and lost hope for the future; and how she later got out of the predicament, broke through the cage, and turned against the wind... It shows the intertwining of her character and destiny. She wants to break through the constraints but is trapped in the rules drawn by herself. The inner conflict is infinitely magnified. In the end, she relies on her own insights and experiences at the trough to regain her dreams and move towards a life of personal freedom. This resonates with all those born in the 1980s.
Concept: Some people say that the collapse of an adult always happens in an instant. Little do they know how much inner love-hate entanglement and helplessness they have experienced in it. Their career requires them to be dedicated, able to take responsibility, and not make mistakes; their family requires them to make more money, have shoulders, and spend more time with them. The two ends of the scale were being pulled wildly, so I had no choice but to stand there helplessly, letting time flow by, letting time fly by, and shelving the dreams I once had when I was young. At the end of the story, some people can still stay awake amidst the turmoil, while some people are washed away by the torrent... May you and I ride the wind and waves and come back still young.