She longs for an ordinary life, but the gear of fate allows her to be loved by two talented people. There are too many impossibilities in life. Why would an ordinary self be favored by them? She is just an ordinary person who longs for an ordinary life. Can God let her go? She can't afford those love games!
She just wants to live her life peacefully. Why should she force herself?
As the saying goes, a smile saves ten years. If you had not had good intentions, your life would have been different.