At the beginning of the 21st century, smartphones were not yet popular. Introverted by nature and full of literary elegance, he entered a remote high school in southern China. He struggled with his shrinking and romantic mentality every day, and was entangled between being in the mainstream and not being in the mainstream. He knows very well the fragility of romance and the cruelty of reality, and where can the lighthouse-like people around him make the shy boy go?
The so-called romance is not to beat around the bush, but a waste, including the waste of the opportunity to promote romance itself.
If you don't worry about others, you don't know yourself; when you worry, you don't know others.
I hope his experience can give you some slight feelings and guide you to live more soberly.
Concept: Death of Romanticism/Idealism/Inferiority Psychology