She has been a coward since she was a child, afraid of ghosts, bikes, changing herself, and most afraid of questioning the truth. She feels that life is unhappy, and is used to making the worst guesses about every unknown. She feels that this way life will not give her an unexpected blow, but she does not know that there are ten thousand possibilities in the unknown, and what happens is just in case. She couldn't guess ten thousand, so she was cowardly in the face of life's eventualities. She was frightened and at a loss. She thought about what life was for. If there was only pain, she would leave now. But she didn't dare to leave. She couldn't get rid of the burden, let alone inflict pain on others. Therefore, she lived, crying and laughing.
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