Xu Peiting understood very early on that affection can be faked, and the happiness he thought was just a false decoration on top of sadness.
It was precisely because of what he took for granted that he suffered the biggest crisis in history.
For many years after that, he never asked for the love of his parents again. He knew that he would not get it, but he still tried to force it, which was just a joke.
He believes that there is love in the world, but he does not believe that love will come to him.
Intention: the meaning of life