"I just, just want everyone around me to live a happy life, even if I am not happy... Because my character is interspersed in your plot like a joke from God, but I can't help but lose my own heart. I don't want to hurt anyone, I want the person I love the most to have smooth sailing. Even, even if I am the one who abandons me in the end."
_Fan Ruxi
The girl lost any memory and came to a strange world where she knew nothing. In the fictional historical dynasty, she just wanted to live well, find her own memory, and find her way home. But her fate did not stop there, pushing her into the whirlpool of power, conspiracy, love, family affection and friendship.
"If you give all your heart, but only get the ending of being broken into pieces. If you say I love you, but I can't respond to you willfully with my sincerity, if loving each other becomes a reason for betrayal. If there is a gap between you and me separated by the world... You will Do you believe in me as before? Will you hug me tightly without looking back? Will you believe me regardless of everything?" "The price of losing a heart is the pain of eternal life, the pain all the time. It hurts to see you smile, and it hurts to see you and your wife loving each other. And you, also taste this hard taste. Xiang Love has become torture, conspiracy and betrayal make people sad, and we have lost each other in irreversible time. Let me guard this love alone, let you forget, let you unload this package, and leave well." "I will not leave, even if you regard me as an enemy, even if your indifference hurts me. I will not leave. I will never leave you. In my life, as long as I remember that I once had your unparalleled love, it is enough. For the rest of the time, I will stay by your side, protect you, and assist you, with the same determination as you do to protect this country. On the last day, I will firmly leave your side."
The trick of fate caused this girl with a different life to lose her heart in a certain time and space in history. Even though she discovered her bizarre destiny and found the way home, she could not leave. Not only because of those who were trapped in dire straits. People, not only because she wants to use her meager strength to get a peaceful world, but also the person she is looking at. The tears she holds back only flow in the middle of the night, and she protects her lover with a smile. So, who will protect the girl's heart?