Because of an accident, Chu Jiu completely realized how deep his feelings were for that person. He originally thought that he just liked him, or maybe it was because they grew up together.
When He hope died and left him completely, he realized that he loved him so much.
But it's already too late...
Whether Shou is dead or not, Shou will have a new identity. He just doesn't want to act anymore, Shou hates attack.
Intention: Don't let yourself regret it, we will not be reborn.