Just because I was too strong, I forgot to cry.
Just because I was abandoned, I wanted nothing.
Just because no one understands, I always face it with a smile,
But who knows what is behind the smile, whether it is sadness, hatred, or helplessness
No one knows, maybe Han Xue doesn't know either, because there are too many and they are mixed together and it's hard to tell them apart.
The heroine is a changeable person, too changeable to describe. Because she has been loved, she no longer believes in it, and she vows to have a sense of security, not love. But why does love look for him? After time travel, the heroine is very lazy because she doesn't want to hope and doesn't want to think about it, so there will be no disappointment.
Slowness, of course, refers to love being slow.