Let's talk about my growth. Maybe it's for memories, but this memory is very painful and heavy for me; maybe it's for reconciliation with my past self. Only by reconciliation can I let myself go, but it's very difficult for me. I understand that I have been just pretending to forget. I am cautious in my own life. I dare not be too happy or get too carried away. My past reminds me: I have reached the bottom of my humble life and I do not deserve to live a happy life. I am really afraid that others will see me in the past, the ignorant and stupid me. I want to live happily.
Intention: I hope this will be a good start