For more than thirty years, I have been in a trance, confused and stumbling. I went to an elementary school where trauma and shadow coexisted, a junior high school where there was darkness and low self-esteem, a high school where I was blind and happy, and a university where I seemed to understand but not understand. With an ambitious ambition, I encountered an opportunity that was not too big, so I chose a stable public institution while avoiding the most important thing. There is no so-called quiet time, but there are people who carry the burden for you. Of course, I relied on my family to live a youthful life. Empty, at a loss, drifting with the crowd, drinking to drown sorrows, and enjoying life to the fullest, without thinking, without planning, no longer clear, and muddle along as if death is at home. Once the business failed and all the money was gone, I realized that the prosperity of the past was all built up by money. It was neither beautiful, nor special, nor deep. The so-called friends are just fake and prosperous bubble economies where we can eat and drink together. After being depressed and decadent for a long time, I finally decided to dig deeper into my messy and empty spiritual world.
Intention: Cherish the present, live hard, and feel with your heart