I once joked with Jun and asked him that if I jumped off the cliff like Yichuan Xia, would he be as infatuated with me as Xiaowu?
Jun said: "No." I glared at him.
"I will die for you." He explained with a smile, "If there is no you in the world, what's the point of my life? I might as well jump down with you and become a 'virtuous husband'."
Thinking of these, I feel melancholy in my heart. Jun, you just say that you can't live without me in the world. How can I live without you? It's just that you would choose to end your own life to seek relief, but I don't even have the courage to end my own life. I can only live in guilt and nostalgia for you for the rest of my life. How cruel you are!