The prequel of "Drunken Thoughts and No Regrets" tells the story of Si Rufei (also known as Chu Mengxing) growing up in the dark family of Lai Luowen Bixi. The dark detention, the fight with wild beasts, the killing and torture in the concentration camp, and the forbearance in Guirong Branch were all for the only and purest love given to her in the world. Family love? Love love? Friendly love? Or both? Si Rufei couldn't tell the difference, the only thing she knew was that it was the brightest star that announced the end of darkness and the coming of dawn - the morning star, the morning star that would always belong to her.
PS: "Drunken Thoughts and No Regrets" is based on warmth and has a happy ending; while this one is based on sadness and cruelty, telling a tragic life experience with a sad ending. Those who don't like it should beware.