As a Background Person, I Want to Pursue Dazai

It is a very gentle article. It is rare for me because this article has aroused strong emotional resonance, so what I am going to describe next feels more like my personal illogical writing than an evaluation. Before reading this article, I had a feeling of emptiness towards Dazai in the fanfic. This is not to say that the character image cannot be realized, but that it is too high and inaccessible, just like Xiao Yi called Dazai a "saint" at the beginning. (Although later, after Xiaoyi fully understood Dazai, this strange sense of pilgrimage disappeared) The feeling this article gave me is closer to nothing, and it gives me more of a heavy sense of implementation. There is no need for too many luxurious settings or the integration of popular tags. Just simple text descriptions and delicate psychological descriptions can tell us "This is the kind of Dazai Dazai should be." This is also rare in today's fan fiction, which prioritizes traffic and freshness. It can restore the whole picture of Dazai in a way that everyone can understand and empathize with. Personally speaking, Dazai and I have a lot in common in our ideas. This is something I only realized after reading the book. In other words, I think Dazai has something in common with everyone. Because I refuse to be hurt, refuse the pain of separation after emotional investment, hate the hypocrisy, indifference, and mutual incomprehension between people, and ultimately be judged by people who don't understand. Just thinking of these, I instinctively lock myself up and castrate my emotions, so as to avoid these fatal injuries that no one understands. I agree very much with what everyone in the comment area said - "It is Dazai Osamu's blessing to meet Xiaoyi." Yes, as I said before, this article brings the image of Osamu Dazai to the ground, and as the original article says, don't regard him as a saint. This is a very cruel thing. These words also made me start to reflect on whether the stereotyped images of "black mud spirit" and "damp male ghost" that I had been blindly pursuing in my novels were also the cruelty of depriving Dazai of his own personality and independence after mythology. But luckily, he met Xiaoyi. A pure white person. Her gentleness and tolerance made me cry and reflect on myself while reading. Yes, that's how love is. After being hurt too much, I have become accustomed to telling myself that "love" is a false proposition. I must use scientific and rational words, such as "There is no real love in this world, everyone is selfish, and "love" can only be produced by seeking identity in a person of the opposite sex that you like", or "Love is simply a mirage caused by hormone induction" to always guard against falling into the trap of love, so as to ensure that I will not be harmed. I think Dazai thinks the same way. He wants to touch happiness, but he unconsciously becomes cowardly because of the foreseeable sadness. But Xiao Yi showed me another possibility of love - it does not require a response from the other party, nor is it self-satisfaction of unilateral contribution, but I love you, so I respect your subjectivity, I love you, so no matter what form it is, I hope you are happy. This is such a pure love, almost the same as the love we have for Dazai. This thought makes me unable to help but shed tears every time I chew on the sentences written by my wife. Finally, before reading this article, I had been imagining what kind of person could make Dazai completely attracted to him. I am extremely grateful that my wife gave me a specific answer. He should be a gentle, delicate, kind-hearted person who can give Dazai an endless sense of security, rather than a stereotyped industrial protagonist. This article is also one of the rare things that left me without a sense of emptiness or pain after reading the novel. I think maybe it's because I know that Xiaoyi is happy and Dazai is happy. The feeling of happiness that I have been longing to see finally filled my body and mind when I saw the ending. No matter what happens between them in the future, I believe that they will continue this happiness. So I am very grateful to my wife for writing such a good article, so that the happiness and sense of reality between them can be settled in me. At the end (really the last hahahaha), I really like the sentence in the article "Can Osamu Dazai also become a person who is so happy that it makes people jealous?" I think now, at this moment, I can finally give a positive answer. ——Yes, Mr. Dazai, you will always be happy.

Finished reading! Overall it's sweet! It's sweet, not cruel, it's clearly a story about two little snails touching each other carefully with their tentacles [Milk Tea] [Milk Tea]

Very cute and delicious! But I actually want to watch the if line of Black Tokizai

Be happy forever, no matter who is around you

It's good to watch, it basically doesn't follow the plot, it completely serves Dazai as the center, and it's written so delicately! ! Excellent product!

It made my heart warm after reading it. It is a very special article. It is a pity that the author has not published another article.

After reading it, I feel warm in my heart [ burst into tears ] [ scatter flowers ]

Dazai, you... Are surprisingly good at educating children.

It's been 24 years and I'm still waiting for Chief Zai's opening article...

Isn't the book updated by the leader, woo woo woo?

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet.

The leader kills! ! I want to see the leader's happiness! ! ! Please, ma'am.

Will you still write literary and wild articles? [Let me be healthy] [Let me be healthy] [Let me be healthy] I'm really looking forward to the leader Zai ah ah ah ah [please] [please] [please]

So well written! It's very real, very immersive

It's really good, and it has great stamina! I finished reading it a few days ago and I still haven't finished it. I read the most impressive parts several times and read through the topic pages of the full text www

My favorite Dazai fanfic, no one

Thanks for the story, very good story makes me soft

It made my heart warm after reading it. It is a very special article. It is a pity that the author has not published another article.

Www I have been waiting for the book by Chief Zai. This book is my literary enlightenment. I will keep waiting▽

Help, I still want to see it, I still want to see it, I still want to see it, woo woo woo