Dear Alice:
Good morning Xin An!
I don't know why, but I always forget about you recently, just like you disappeared from my mind. Are you getting better from having nightmares every night? I have been under a lot of pressure recently and started to have dreams. Maybe this is one of the reasons why you have nightmares.
I seem to understand your feelings, and I seem to have... Met them. In the dream, I remembered that I was going to the seventh floor of the dormitory building, and the same girl was walking upstairs while talking. When I saw it was on the ninth floor, I smiled and signaled to her that we had passed the floor and was about to go downstairs. When I turned around, I remembered that our dormitory building only had the seventh floor. Cold sweat appeared, and I was eager to escape. The next second, I appeared on the top of the building and jumped off. When I fell, there was a me looking at myself coldly by the window on every floor. I felt what despair was, what loneliness was. Suddenly I thought of you and the dream you told me. At that time, I was surprised to find that we had not written letters for a long, long time.
The dream ended with me falling into a sea of stars. When I woke up, I quickly recorded it because I clearly remembered a group of people surrounding a huge crystal coffin in the sea of stars. Did you remember that? This seems to be... Your dream.
Sometimes I wonder, what exactly is an ark? Is it an alien invasion? Is it another group of people in a parallel space? Is it the end of the world? Is it a dimension of space that has never been glimpsed? Or is it just a dream?
Sadly, my mind that cannot calm down, and my life that has been affected, always have the illusion that there are some things happening that I have not been able to prevent, and all I can do is record them.
I say thank you in every letter, and you smile and say no. I am troublesome but stubborn, you, you, you don't know how important you were to me in the past, just like he was to him in the dream.
I suddenly felt that this was the last time I wrote to you, and I was very panicked. I felt that we were about to separate and become strangers forever. Miss you so much! Will people who step off the suspension bridge eventually return to a peaceful life?
Let's stop writing here, Alice doesn't have nightmares. I wish you a happy life and everything you want! This is the greatest comfort I can get.
What you have redeemed is cos
Time × month × day 2020
Intention: Destiny, persistence and struggle