In the ordinary life of an ordinary girl, there are misfortunes, disappointments, ignorance, reluctance, and unwillingness. There are thousands of people in the world, and you have no way of knowing what kind of life the person walking by you has. There have been dozens of times in this life. Maybe there are some things that you once longed to have, but you will never get them. Maybe there are some things that you never thought would happen to you, just like a bolt from the blue, it fell on your family. Maybe you owned something and a year later the reason for having it seemed ridiculous to you. Have you ever had the urge to risk your life for a person or a thing? Have you ever regretted what you thought was the right choice? Are you unwilling to accept your circumstances? "I never thought that one day I would regret growing up. I am not willing to accept why so many people in the world have a smooth life, but I can't." "Maybe you have tried to wrap yourself tightly in the quilt, because everything outside the quilt is like a monster. Then when you meet everyone, you feel that they are people you cannot reach. Maybe I should never have any competitiveness, because I don't deserve it."
Intention: You have to accept everything life brings to you