Yelugu Peak has never had too much extravagant expectations.
He didn't understand why the master could decisively jump off a cliff after being drunk. His mother hated him so deeply, and his father abandoned him after taking him home...
He was close to numbness, and what little warmth he had had was destroyed by them.
When she was dying, her eyes were full of distress, but there was no love.
That's all, it turns out he doesn't deserve it!
Purpose: Is the only way to end suffering really only destruction?