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"I not only have a good impression, closeness, love, cherishment, respect, admiration, and liking for you, I also have desire for you, a woman's sensual desire and love for a man." —— Lu Xin
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Both parents passed away in an accident, and Lu Xin was adopted by a kind-hearted host, and she has been living in Jiang Yize's home ever since.
Boys and girls grow up day by day, and puberty approaches.
During the encounters again and again, Lu Xin found that she had different feelings for this nominal "brother".
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"Jiang Yize, can't you like me too?" The evening breeze blew through the dim classroom, and as the window curtains swayed, the girl expressed what she had been hiding for a long time.
The boy who had his back turned to her took a long time before he said in a depressed tone: "You will always be my sister, so stop making trouble."
He was a good student with strict tutoring, so she had expected him to refuse, but once the relationship started, she could never take it back.
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"I'll move out and leave this house to you!"
She chased him, and he ran away from him. In fact, the door to his heart had been knocked open inadvertently.
"Jiang Yize, don't leave! I'm not allowed to leave!"
The girl chased the car away from her in the heavy rain until her vision was blurred and dim.
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"It's me who should leave... As long as I leave this home, as long as I'm not your sister in name, my feelings for you are not sinful."
But, even if we leave, will we still have a chance to be together?
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Even though I asked you not to come see me off, I still saw your face. Can we say goodbye smoothly?
I don't want to make you unhappy, so let me go quietly.
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——At the wedding, his bride was smiling like a flower. She sat in the corner and stared blankly, knowing clearly that this time, there was no possibility between them.
——He is the story she drew into the painting, the person she never forgets but can never get.
——Eight years, more than two thousand days and nights, he had chosen to fly to her city countless times, but he never had the courage to see her.
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How many people end up marrying someone they don't love, but the person deep in their hearts can only be buried in their hearts forever and live like this for the rest of their lives?
Should I just make do with it and live out this life?
If you love, please love what you love soberly and don't leave any regrets.
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The initial inspiration for this article coincides with a comment I saw recently: What Chinese people are best at is marrying someone they don't like, and then spending their entire lives missing the person they like.
It feels like it's worth thinking about, but it's true that the subject matter and plot design are no longer in line with the mainstream of the platform and the taste of public readers, so I'm not sure when I will find time to write it. If you like it, you can save it first, just in case I write it one day.
Will involve ethical decisions
Fake bones, non-brothers and sisters, micro reality.
Stubborn girl VS cool boy
Freelance painter vs pilot
Male not femalec
Concept: small desires, a joke of fate